The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


The thing about loneliness is… …when you dont have the friends and things to do keep you busy… …the little things don’t mean much. I have opened up about how lonely I am. I only have my parents to open up to and then I had opened up (i feel too much) online about how …

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I feel a strong need to run away. Or do something on my own. i still live under much help from my parent. and they helpp me do things – daily life stuff and important stuff. whatever. grocery shopping. doctors appointments. banking. my parent drives me 99% of the time everywhere. i cant think of …

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reading through things and serching for help in my area to understand medicare……….im just about to break into crying……the sadness……and upset….and embarassment…..at my income ……and mental health…..and all this stuff in my life…….this is one of those moments that……you realize how broken you actually are both inside and out………..  😥  …………like heres reality……….im sitting in …

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Not happy about the county mental health clinic changing my psychiatrist up on me. RIGHT before I leave out the door when I am making my appointment. It upset me so much that I felt the need to runaway for about a week or so. im currently trying to make plans to take off somewhere …

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Everytime i realize i dont have anyone around me to talk to i tear up a little. Pathetic. Talking to people online isnt something i truly wanted. i started doing it to temporarily combat loneliness until i found someone in the real world. 3 years later i still have no one and my presence online …

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