The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues

This is just an update.

Over Mother’s Day I was thinking about how much older my mom was getting and how much older my father was getting since Father’s Day is right next month. My father is almost 70…My mother almost 60. I am only 24.

I was just sad, kind of. Almost upset. They had me in their 30’s and 40’s. They are 10 years apart.

I feel as if they will not see me finish college. I don’t know how to feel, but I feel a bit upset and really depressed about it.

I’ve been having hallucinations, voices, paranoia, and lots and lots of anxiety. I’ve been taking my medicine like clockwork. My xanax even more so.

One thought on “Mother’s Day Update

  1. Hope you feel better soon! My mom turns 60 in a few months, I’m also always worried about when the time comes she won’t be around, just make the best of the time you all have in this life

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