The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


I am home today with nothing to do. I couldn’t snag any hours today with Instacart, my other jobs haven’t come through yet, and I have nowhere to go. I’ve cleaned the house already, yesterday, like a maniac. So i’ve been in bed all day, thinking. And that’s where things get bad. I had a …

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So, I started Instacart about a week and a half ago. I don’t get many orders (or batches), because my area is too new (and Instacart needs to be publicized more here). Although, I thought all day today about jobs just like Instacart, and how to make money alternatively, compared to a typical clock in, …

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So the week is over for last week. Only received 1 order in my zone all week (well, 2, but the second order was canceled due to app issues). It actually is fun doing it. It’s like a game, since it tests your speed grocery shopping. The app goes off 30 minutes before your shift …

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Yep. Second day working for Instacart, and it’s been a complete bust both days. No batches, no orders = No work. Period. For two days. The day started with it reminding me about shift, 30 minutes before it started. It actively looks for orders the whole shift. So you don’t have to. Unfortunately, there’s no …

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I’ve been here at this new apartment for a little over a month now. I’ve also been sick since we moved here. I’ve had migraines, runny noses, dry coughs, vomiting, etc. I wondered for a second about black mold, but I couldnt find any anywhere in this tiny place. I think a lot of this …

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Well, this little early Christmas get-together with my mom and sister ACTUALLY went wonderful. No one overstayed their welcome. No one got drunk off their ass (I don’t think anyone even drank 😮). I have to say it was pretty wonderful. I received this awesome Nintendo Switch from my mom, and the games from My …

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I’m really racking it in with good news. It literally just keeps coming, and it’s all so exciting! My love got recommended at his job (which he’s only had a month) to be a manager-in-training! How great is that?! On top of a gift card to the store as a Christmas present.  I’m starting my …

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