The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


I can’t help it. I’m burnt out from work, and everything else. I cried last night. Well, I bawled my eyes out. I kept thinking of my Dad dying, and My Love leaving me. My Love said that won’t happen, “I’m not going anywhere”. I’m so new here still, in this town, trying to make …

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I’m feeling down, depressed and sluggish. I feel like there’s a hole in my torso; a void. We recently got a gym membership. And I cannot take anymore of eating crap food. My Love called from his work today and the void filled a bit. He was here with me for 4 days straight. My …

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I was warned… …about the redundancy of jobs. Having a job, period. I had an episode last night. You could call it a psychotic episode if you want. I just got a little off track in my mind, and started talking about people following me. Something My Love has only seen a few times. So …

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So I started a new job in my area. Yes, pretty much a third or fourth job. Something akin to Instacart and UberEats. I’m still working my own schedule, and making money on my own time. I’m really enjoying this independence thing! My own apartment, my own job, my own money, and living with My …

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I published it. It’s more of a field guide for getting around your daily life. Short and to the point. 9 pages. With resources. More books to come IF I can do better than 9 pages, haha. Thanks for reading! And until next time!