The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


So, here’s the thing. I am canceling the audiobook version of my book due to financial difficulties I am having, unfortunately. I didn’t want to, but I don’t have much money to work with as an indie author. I have promoted my book to other places. So that’s what I’m planning to do, is just …

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Literally. And all I can think about everyday. I just want things to be better between us. Obviously, if he didn’t love me, or like me, he wouldn’t have proposed! So I definitely need to do my part. I have considered couples counseling, but now that I think about it, so much of the problem, …

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So I had a long talk with My Love. We sat and talked about the past few months. I had a hard depressive episode in January and February. I stopped cleaning. I stopped taking care of myself. The whole depressive she-bang! Anything that should’ve been done, I didn’t do it. My last post of reassessing …

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My mom called me today. I don’t have a very good relationship with her. She goes on and on about two things with me: my health, and me being overweight, and my financial status. She is very judgemental, and at times, can be rude about things. Almost no filter coming from her. Today I asked …

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I was very sick for about 3-4 years in my early twenties. I went off the grid and deleted every single social media I had. I’m so close to doing that again. While I may not actually do that, I don’t feel welcome just about anywhere in life. My so called friends haven’t called me. …

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