The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


So I’ve just been kind of sitting here, in a depressive funk, for a couple of weeks. Not doing much of anything. And it’s getting to me. I can’t but help think i’m taking on too much, but i’m not sure. I took up 4 jobs and have since decided to quit one, possibly two. …

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So I seemingly keep having breakdown, after breakdown, after breakdown. And crying spells, this week. Here’s the real deal, I’ve been pretty much an “invalid” for 10 years. I say that because I’ve been laying in my bed all day, everyday, for that long. The first 4 years of that I was very sick with …

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I’ve been here at this new apartment for a little over a month now. I’ve also been sick since we moved here. I’ve had migraines, runny noses, dry coughs, vomiting, etc. I wondered for a second about black mold, but I couldnt find any anywhere in this tiny place. I think a lot of this …

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The thing about loneliness is… …when you dont have the friends and things to do keep you busy… …the little things don’t mean much. I have opened up about how lonely I am. I only have my parents to open up to and then I had opened up (i feel too much) online about how …

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reading through things and serching for help in my area to understand medicare……….im just about to break into crying……the sadness……and upset….and embarassment…..at my income ……and mental health…..and all this stuff in my life…….this is one of those moments that……you realize how broken you actually are both inside and out………..  😥  …………like heres reality……….im sitting in …

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Everytime i realize i dont have anyone around me to talk to i tear up a little. Pathetic. Talking to people online isnt something i truly wanted. i started doing it to temporarily combat loneliness until i found someone in the real world. 3 years later i still have no one and my presence online …

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