The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


On March 1st, 2015, I got a great opportunity to be in the NAMI commercial for mental health awareness month in May. I was filmed as an extra, in Dallas, TX. The commercial will air in May. I can’t wait to see it, and for awareness to spread and stigma to lessen as much as …

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I’m not sure how I feel about this, but I’ve somehow dug myself into a really deep hole. Through gaining weight on medications, I’ve become really resistant to food. I want to lose weight so badly. It’s bad enough, the side effects of all these meds like Haldol and Seroquel, and mostly all of them. …

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i know no one here understands me or prob even cares. so why do i write this blog? i dont know. i just wanted to say that.   im doing something i call xanax binges. where i take a few pills and then pass out. when i take up i take a few more. pass …

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