The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


My mom called me today. I don’t have a very good relationship with her. She goes on and on about two things with me: my health, and me being overweight, and my financial status. She is very judgemental, and at times, can be rude about things. Almost no filter coming from her. Today I asked …

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I think I might have overcome the depressive episode, or starting to. Which is great. I’m not yet doing the things I fully should, but i’ve got headway on a few things. I have been searching for a new job I have ordered my planner for my hustle & flow. My mom bought me candles …

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Not sure if hypomanic or just have a lot of ideas… Yea, that’s pretty much what’s on my mind right now. I stayed up all day and part of the night searching for jobs. I barely slept. Then woke up at 3AM back to money making ideas. This poses a problem. I seem to have …

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I can’t help it. I’m burnt out from work, and everything else. I cried last night. Well, I bawled my eyes out. I kept thinking of my Dad dying, and My Love leaving me. My Love said that won’t happen, “I’m not going anywhere”. I’m so new here still, in this town, trying to make …

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So I started a new job in my area. Yes, pretty much a third or fourth job. Something akin to Instacart and UberEats. I’m still working my own schedule, and making money on my own time. I’m really enjoying this independence thing! My own apartment, my own job, my own money, and living with My …

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I published it. It’s more of a field guide for getting around your daily life. Short and to the point. 9 pages. With resources. More books to come IF I can do better than 9 pages, haha. Thanks for reading! And until next time!


So, I started Instacart about a week and a half ago. I don’t get many orders (or batches), because my area is too new (and Instacart needs to be publicized more here). Although, I thought all day today about jobs just like Instacart, and how to make money alternatively, compared to a typical clock in, …

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