The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


Literally. And all I can think about everyday. I just want things to be better between us. Obviously, if he didn’t love me, or like me, he wouldn’t have proposed! So I definitely need to do my part. I have considered couples counseling, but now that I think about it, so much of the problem, …

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I can’t help it. I’m burnt out from work, and everything else. I cried last night. Well, I bawled my eyes out. I kept thinking of my Dad dying, and My Love leaving me. My Love said that won’t happen, “I’m not going anywhere”. I’m so new here still, in this town, trying to make …

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I am home today with nothing to do. I couldn’t snag any hours today with Instacart, my other jobs haven’t come through yet, and I have nowhere to go. I’ve cleaned the house already, yesterday, like a maniac. So i’ve been in bed all day, thinking. And that’s where things get bad. I had a …

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So, I have applied for some jobs. Being on disability is hard. For me, it’s a miracle, but then it is also a curse. It helps with financial difficulties, no doubt. As well as, getting the medical care I need for my mental health, and being able to afford my medication. But then, it is …

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one side of my side effects it that it depletes my ability to be creative and thats what i hold on to most in my life. is my creativity. i miss my voices however bad they were now. they come back still. mostly when the injection is wearing off which should be soon. i cant …

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The thing about loneliness is… …when you dont have the friends and things to do keep you busy… …the little things don’t mean much. I have opened up about how lonely I am. I only have my parents to open up to and then I had opened up (i feel too much) online about how …

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