The Dopamine Flux

Living A Full Life With Mental Health Issues


I should’ve seen it coming a mile way. I’m know myself better than anyone, right? Better than any doctor, psychiatrist, therapist, right? But I thought I would be fine. I’m late posting this, very late, because today (see: this morning) I went through a grueling emotional rollercoaster, and physical turmoil. I didn’t have my medication. …

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one side of my side effects it that it depletes my ability to be creative and thats what i hold on to most in my life. is my creativity. i miss my voices however bad they were now. they come back still. mostly when the injection is wearing off which should be soon. i cant …

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Everytime i realize i dont have anyone around me to talk to i tear up a little. Pathetic. Talking to people online isnt something i truly wanted. i started doing it to temporarily combat loneliness until i found someone in the real world. 3 years later i still have no one and my presence online …

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